I went and got my cure today like a good little witch even though I have showed no symptoms. I got Muffy her cure too. Draco said I could have her. He never liked her anyhow. She's so adorable. He says he has enough to handle with Hair. So now I have an owl, a cat, and a mousekin.

I miss Blaise's voice.

I can do this.

Ginny's gone missing. Draco's in denial about why. He's also out looking for her, as if HE will let himself be found by Draco again. I'm going to get supplies. I figure I'll be needing salt, smudging incense for the exorcism, and black candles.

I figure I'll also let myself be seen. See how effective I am as bait. I know he wants to strangle me. I invite him to try.

I am at home.

( no place like )

Oh dear.

Stphen Cornfoot has finally owled. I don't know how to respond. I will though. As soon as I figure out what to say.

So many things I need to figure out. I suspect I've gotten Blaise in trouble with Draco. I didn't mean to, but, oh dear, something about Blaise Zabini makes my ration thoughts flutter away. I can't believe I told him I wanted him to... to... well you know. With me. Oh dear.

I should have been kissing people for years though. It's ever so nice. Unless that's just him. Blaise. I'm so embarrassed at how I acted though. I don't know how I'll face him again.

And oh bother, I have several plants set aside for Neville at Sugarcutt's. I must owl him. I must owl Susan as well. I keep misisng her somehow. I do hate that. And I must get Draco a house warming gift. That's only proper. There's a furniture place down in Knockturn Alley. Though Draco and Blaise would likely have fits if I vetured down there after what occurred last time. Perhaps Blaise could escort me? I wonder if he's seen the Witch Weekly Ball thing. I do love dancing. He probably would not care for going though.

I wonder what I could get Blaise as a gift. Besides my virginity I know so little of him, besides him having a flower tattooed on his chest. And that he seems to like to hold a person close when he sleeps.

Oh dear.

I suspect I have lost my mind.

( little sister )

Hogsmeade May 14th

( today's musings of Hannah Elise Abbott )

Hogsmeade May 13th

( more thoughts of one Hannah Elise Abbott )

I can't find him! I can't find my Mimzy! ( Strange for a grown woman to keep a bunny with one ear... )

Hogsmeade May 8th

( the thoughts of one Hannah Elise Abbott )